am writing tis in the A.M

is studying but is doing other things after a few minutes just cannot consentrate...
cz the Exam too easy?
but i tel myself that many people is praying for me,
i cannot give up!!
i must study!!
God already given me the Wisdom "so us it you !$%^$@#%^&%$#"
haiz...
STUDY!!!

Have you?

I've been very lazy lately,
very slagging, doing nothing else other then sitting in front of the computer and play GG,
why can't i just do other things instead of DOTA or games?
is game that nice? its not very fun after your bored but you will still indulge in it,
then I'm thinking when is my revival day?
when is the day I'm really grown up to be a man and not play games anymore??
i wan to get serious with my life and to GOD because knowing that my life is not mine but
is by grace of GOD, and that he send his son to earth to shed his precious blood to BUY us back
From ETERNAL DEATH in HELL..
yesterday, the pastor Victor Wong, talks about the 2ND coming back of JESUS CHRIST,
but are we really ready to meet him when he comes back?
are we doing our best effort to be abstinence to the worldly things?
Or we are too indulge in the worldly things until we don realize it is a sin anymore?
Many a times we give excuse to our self saying that we needed help but no ones helping me,
another excuses comes out, Everyones doing the same thing whats wrong??
WE ALWAYS complain that its too hard, i cannot do it,
but have we even try before? i know i din try....
but excuses and ignoring theres a problem is not the way to solve things, God wants us to talk to him, tell the truth to him, share your sorrows with him, complain too him.
He wants to know more bout you!! he wants you to take him as the most important people in your life!
But, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, excuses after excuses excuses, SO MANY EXcuse to keep ourselfs away from GOD,
BUT HE IS EVERLASTING AND LOVING AND MOST IMPORTANTLY A FAITHFUL AND GOD FULL OF GRACE!! but it comes with a price and we have to pay it back on JUDGMENT DAY "The Day".
So, what do we do now? after knowing we should go back and cry for our loving God?
we go back to do our daily routine?
Yes, we continue read God's words, and?
then?
is that enough?
there is Only One Solution to this problem,
JESUS CHRIST!

AAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

found a very nnice video but cannot download..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT!!

can u believe it?

My olympic poster for LONDON olympics
i design it my self...in one day..^^
so, like it very much...and thanks daniel and wen chen for helping in designing my mascot^^

happy ^^

To spend time with the family member that you're hard to understand is the best feeling of all!!
y most of the time is dad la, but what i'm trying to say is to listen to them grumble is quite nice sometimes, lol
this u may not agree but you have to experience it yourself,
anyway....main point please...
today, i know my dad better, i know all this bad attitudes etc etc.
but, today i see differents in him ^^ why?
He is a man who likes to figures things out himself and not ask anyone for idea or suggestions and critics because he cannot take critics, he'll kill u...soonner or later..lol
he is the best driver ever!! thank God for that, i think i will be very stress if he is sitting beside me if i'm the driver...what hedid is he drive through the jam!!
he skipped it!! totally!
he take another road that he found out himself and skipped the jam...how pro!
i wondered how can i ever do that...
but wat is presious is that we spended timed togather and i thank God for blessing me with wonderful parents even though sometimes its not that wonderful....
but sometimes its just our pride is hindering us to obey our parents,
in this recent year, i found out that if i would to obey my parents i have a DAMn
I mean it A DAMN GOOD DINNER THREAD man! and what my mum cook is the best!
I kinda figures out What God really want us to know if we where to obey our parents that's why he wrote it in the bible...
trust me obey your parents, anyway Is JUST HOUSEWORK!
so just do it quick and get it over with,
although i'm still trying but don give up
CZ GOD HAVEN GIVEN UP ON US YET!
and that's all for today,
am tires...but want to play games...lol
nite....(gone playing PROTOTYPE)

Love #4

What can i say?when you're ignoring me?
what can i do? when i see that you need help...
what am i thinking? when i saw your with someone else..
What can i do?
What can i say?
What is left is empty..
Humans...
Love...
What is all this about?
What can i do?
When your in love with someone else?
What can i say so that i won't hurt your feelings...
What can i do....
All now left for me to do is to tell myself,
Study hard, do your best in every area,
stop caring, stop loving, stop noticing, and start to be independent....
There is nothing I can do apart from watching you smile from the corner...
hoping that you'll find your happiness...

Its there but not there....