2010年7月16日星期五

We are God's Masterpiece !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhfUzodLRvk

Light Bulb....to another person's life =]

just realize that knowing someone deeper really takes time and heart....and to get him/her to accept you tat will probably need to put in some more effort....but overall its the heart that counts...do everything with your heart and face people that way also, glorify God...then you will be respected and accepted... 

sometimes we like to rush things....

like to ask why this why that...

without understanding the head and tail and stand at that person's point of view...

we are so selfish sometimes that we hurt people around us....

you may not realize it but in the end you yourself is responsible for your own action...

You will find out that things will turn better, people will start to open up to you...if you start to give a heart to listen and respect themmm.......=]

a friend tot me that...thx

2010年4月6日星期二

pathetic...

haiz...fail my resit again....
somehow very heart broken....
when i 1st heard the news of my failure....the feeling is like God has leave you alone in this lonely and sinful world...
this is all because of my sucky attitude of not wanting to do my best in the exam...haiz..
i was wondering is i can just do "nyam nyam" past it...
but the reality is cruel....or should i say i didn't do my best...haiz...my bad...
anyways...after hearing i fail the test, another more devastating news was that the ptptn loan resist to lean the loan to me because of my result not passing 2.5...
i wana cry but i cnt...because crying cnt solve anything...
My mom told me the news of the ptptn loan, she was crush....her heart was broken just because of my selfishness....
my pathetic behaviors....
and my lazyness and giving tans of excuses on my friend dragging my time, so i cnt study and stuff.....
haiz...
sad...
sorrow...
but i thank God for one thing...
that is that he is still the God of caring, kind and faithful....
i knw he will continue to give me strength and give me comfort when i'm down...
but for now..all i wana do is study like never before....
(i gotta keep telling myself that) shit...can u see how pathetic i am....?
haiz...

2010年3月22日星期一

The world God has made....

this world is full of love,
full of beautiful things created by God,
He made all this things beautiful because he want us to have the most of his blessing....
Many times v choose to disobey God, 
but he is always always there, backing us up, comforting us, protecting us, and also teaching us what is good and what is best for us....
But as a sinner, the devil have make this world upside down by telling us to do what is negative, whats not pleasing to God...
we fall for that, we tend to go with the world instead of His Words, His Teachings...
We search for our own happiness instead of Finding the happiness he had given to us.....
Sry father...

eventhough i'm writing this at this time....

i'm still struggling wit the same struggle i had over the years....

haiz....